My mind exists eslewhere

I get butterflies in my belly these days. I guess I know what are they trying to tell me; something to do with my unwillingness to face the challenge. It's unfinished business allright...

How long do I want to live in this shell? Law of attraction says its up to me. Hell, if the law of attraction works in the first place I wouldn't need to be in this situation. Wait, or did I asked for it in the first place? I don't know. As far as I'm concerned, I think the butterflies are having sex down there.