Recession

I realize there's really not much to blog about these days. I hated to talk when all I could muster are a few sighs. The new semester are seven weeks that I don't feel like looking forward to, especially after close to three years of faux dreams that the shitty university promises to deliver. Okay, maybe I'm not working hard enough to fit in. But wait, "fit in"? I don't even need to try. So yeah, methinks the system is all wrong. I have been bred in this system that values values for the purpose of answering the right answers. I thought universities are different, but it turns out to be that same mindset and status quo of "education excellence". There goes three years of youth and an American Dream. It's almost certain I'm dead stuck on whatever road this system is leading me towards. It ain't rosy, and I'm past prime to continue student life on my terms. I'm desperately waiting for the next phase in life. This seven weeks will be hit and miss.

On a lighter note, I feel the urge to explore again. Maybe cruising on the highway for 4 hours had a sublime impact on me. But seriously, I realized how big this country really is, and for something half of the state of New York, that means the world is humongous! Maybe all these while technology stole all the fun of physical travel (New York is just nine keystrokes away). It makes me wanna travel. If you feel the same wavelength as I am, do drop me a line. Recession be damned, I wanna jalan jalan!